Two Poems
This article originally appeared in Southern Exposure Vol. 3 No. 1, "Southern Black Utterances Today." Find more from that issue here.
Our Black Love is Fuel for the Revolution
I do not give to you hats to cock ace deuce. And
I know no slick words to say to watch bounce
between us, to hang in mid-air to unite us in
frustration.
I do not walk the streets of limbo to give to you
coins that jingle in your pockets. You do not ask
me to play at being the Happy Hooker and I will
not ask or demand that you be Truck Turner. We
will build no castles on needle-pricked veins and
LSD-cooked brains.
No I will not smile as I hide you in the closet
from the welfare agent, nor do I expect you to
smile turn your head as I take the landlord to
our bed.
The only thing I ever seen sparkle is the unshed
tears in my mans eyes. The only stars I ever see
is his Black/Hate/Love hitting me, and my own
DEspair/DEsperation, shame cause I know being
pregnant ain't nothing but a burden, and even the
children look at me like I'm public enemy No. 1
as they watch me slowly growing bigger. But I
keep on being strong and I don't bend and I don't
break.
I know you are tired of being permanently parttime,
but you don't bend and you sure don't
break, somehow you keep right on being strong,
even though I awaken sometime in the night and
I kiss your cheeks and I wonder do you know
that you cry in your sleep just like me.
But in the morning we rise together and we don't
bend and we don't break as we watch the children
all shiny and new off to school, then I watch you
cut a new piece of cardboard for your shoes, put
on your ten-year-old jacket like it's a bullet-proof
vest, to walk tall, to walk proudly into the enemy
camp.
No we don't bend and we shownuff don't break,
somehow we keep right on being strong, cause we
know, OUR BLACK LOVE IS FUEL FOR THE
REVOLUTION.
Twenty-First Century Spook
Sat by your grandmothers mother door
Sat by your grandfathers father door
Sat by your mamas father father door
Sat by your fathers mama mamas door
Spook sat, stood, standing now by
them doors.
Like the 17th century spook
Like the 18th century spook
19th century spook
Picked your cotton
Caned your sugar
Cut your grass
Wiped your child's ass
Cooked your meals
Washed your laundry
He worked your
Non-paying factories
Like the 17th century spook
Like the 18th century spook
Like the 19th century spook
20th century spook
Integrated your unions
Elected and protected
Your fascist government
Broke your picket lines
Dreamed your america
The beautiful dream
in a pent house slum
with wall to wall
roach carpeting
land of the free
home of the brave
and sweet mrs liberty
20th century spook
Believed in your
Democratic anglo saxon illusions
Fighting in the civil war
WW 1 and 2
Korea all the way to Vietnam
He loved you cattle prodding
Him in the ass
Your jail him kill him
Dog eat bomb his children
Kick stomp his woman war.
Like the 17th century spook
Like the 18th century spook
Like the 19th century spook
Like the 20th century spook
TWENTY-FIRST CENTURY SPOOK
Will be the BLACK LIBERATION
ARMY taking over—over throwing
The fascist myth, killing mrs
alberta vo5, ending the rule
of chase manhatten and your
Instant coffee dreams mr & mrs
america.
And pepto bismal will not
Help, alker-sazer will not
Save you, ban deorderant will
Not kill your death odor
And safe-guard will not wash
Away the smell of your rottening
corpse.
TWENTY-FIRST CENTURY SPOOK
Will fly the GREEN/RED/BLACK
Flag at half mast for the
Ending of you and the beginning
For him.
YEA,
TWENTY-FIRST CENTURY SPOOK
GON shoot off a TWENTY-ONE
GUN SALUTE, in honor of your
DEATH with his foot on your
GRAVE.
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Sister Akua
Sister Akua (a.k.a. Estella Harris) is conducting a summer workshop at the Atlanta Neighborhood Arts Center. (1975)