Two Poems
This article originally appeared in Southern Exposure Vol. 3 No. 1, "Southern Black Utterances Today." Find more from that issue here.
The following article contains references to sexual assault.
Rape
Breast nourish the
grass with innocence,
her Self cries out in
water
knowing she has fulfilled
"Duty"
Yet, not wanting to be touched by
him.
Wet hair dries on
stones,
lips curse
Death,
her body,
her Mind . ..
Did father say love
goes w/ this,
Or did he say
Lust ……………….. ?
The hand covering her
mouth —
Warriors raped their enemy's "Property."
She made him bleed —
Meant for only "One."
"I'll kill you if-"
he kills her slowly,
he kills her silently . . .
Snake lies next to her
acknowledging their familiarity.
"They say we are friends. . ."
it coils in darkness,
she crawls in light.
"Mama, you used to tell me
free birds fly South,
but prized birds are caged."
Clara Bell
run, run,
goes Clara Bell
with her laughter
in accordance with my own.
quick, quick, yes her mind is not at home.
cry, cry
goes Clara Bell
weeping, looking for sympathy,
cries like a spirit moans,
sad, sad, but her mind is not at home.
play, play
goes Clara Bell
laughing with what she says
by putting it into a lighter tone,
funny, funny, but her mind is not at home.
sleep, sleep
goes Clara Bell
screams a many at times,
can't leave her here alone,
dreams, dreams, but her mind is not at home.
sing, sing
goes Clara Bell
with a different melody
this one called "Joan.”
sweet, sweet, but her mind is not at home.
eat, eat
goes Clara Bell
smacking her blazing red lips
then throwing away the bones,
delicious, delicious, but her mind is not at home.
hear, hear
goes Clara Bell
listening to the mocking bird's
songs she has always known,
sounds, sounds, but her mind is not at home.
lost, lost
goes Clara Bell
hidden in this large world
where has Clara Bell gone?
look, look, but her mind is not at home.
crazy, crazy
is my Clara Bell.
where has her mind gone?
I just don't know.
poor, poor Clara Bell, her mind is not at home.
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Karen Mitchell
Karen Mitchell, a sophomore at Stephens College in Missouri, grew up in Holly Springs, Mississippi. (1975)